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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

.: Life...... :.

Suppose to go slacking my this coming weekend in Genting wt Garrey-san n Jaron-shaoye,but was postpone to next wk due to coming Halloween events n Ben jie going next wk too,so we join her n go together.Hopefully Mr & Mrs ScareCrow can join us next wk,long time no gathering le.

Suddenly miss my Ah Xin-Jennifer so much,u abondon mi since u starts wk,make mi an abondoned little kitten,Missed our super,hang out late nite,bitching pple,lol......n most important,a graceful pair of listening ears of mine....almost time for a decade celebration to our friendship loh!

Had come to an unbelivable dicision for everyone,im moving back my very own home soon,the real home sweet home i called.which i move out since i was 14,lol...
This is wat my mum n dad always hoping for,hoping for the ignorant n rebelious gal to return home.....moving home hoping changes of environment wil do mi good,taking one step at a time,Jiayou Jiayou!

For this past few days,im keep thinking wat are really friends means?For the past,had been betrayed by so called best friends ultimate times but seems i haven learnt my lesson,so called best friend who had betrayed been in a severe way come back to mi recently,i stil open my warm arms welcome her holding no grudges against her,Im totally forgiving her although i did not forget what she did to mi,n once awhile when my mind flashes her,theres a kind of fear in mi,but i cant describe it.....maybe jux like the story of the sheepherd n the wolves,u noe wat i mean? Gal,i really glad to see ya again,but im fearful of u,fearful of betrayer.Maybe we could nv be the same like the past anymore,the bond is merely there.....

Life goes on no matter wat,different pple walk in n out my life at different sectors,all i hoping for now is erase the ugly scene of my life n capture the beautiful moment rite now......

When u wanna gain something,gotta learn to let go something too,nv ask for the best of both world,Greed doesnt come wt a beautiful ending.............

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